warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - its been a bad day. a bad week even. possibly a pretty bad year so far. of course, nothing externally terrible has occurred in any sense of the word. most of it is in my psyche. its been like a deep sense of impending doom. like something terrible is most definitely going to happen. i want so bad to get out of my mind. to feel a second of relief from myself. there are moments, but i want to be at peace all the time. i want to be okay with who i am. i'm tired of feeling ashamed. I'm tired of feeling guilty about things i did when i was 10 and things i've done because i wanted to feel love and affection. 3:47 p.m. - 2015-02-03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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