warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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am i falling in love with him? or the comfort? the ease of this all. of falling asleep in his arms because its attached to a body. a body i might be slowly falling for. because its there. because its wrapped with mine like tangled leaves or hair coming from the same tree the same head. i don't know. who knows.
all i know is this.. this all of this makes me feel whole.
and i know that's wrong. that i should be complete without him. and i was. i was full and happy and everything before him, and yet there is this new something that i find myself slowly clinging on to. whether or not this is healthy is beyond me.

i used to be obsessed with the idea of finding a boyfriend, and then i stopped. then i began fulfilling myself on my own with travel and loving myself.
and then he showed up out of nowhere. no one ever in my life has tried to integrate my life into theirs so effortlessly.

thankful, i guess. that's all

2:43 p.m. - 2014-02-18

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