warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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i fucked up.
badly.
reading posts and comments about how my actions are despicable and could possibly land me in jail in some states like my self esteem isn't so shitty as it is.
looking and craving for comments from people who have done the same thing.
its happened, i know. i'm not the first to do it. people are tortured every day because of something that is relatively benign. which is silly.
and then i hear stories of people who have had it done to them and i cringe, that i could possible be that immoral, that i could risk someone's health this way.

anyway, i get some test results tomorrow to see if this is all as true as i'm thinking it is. he could leave. he could stay. but at least the truth is out there now.

i have come to the final, hopefully final, conclusion that i am not a bad person. that i made a mistake, no doubt. but i was not acting out of selfishness, i was acting out of the universal human desire to be loved and touched. and that's the truth.
my truth.

who cares what the internet says

1:30 p.m. - 2014-02-28

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