warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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it sucks being so intensely sexually and romantically driven.

yeah, so my heart's a little bit shattered.
he's just not what i thought he was.
he gave more affection to his cat than to me.
and when i told him i liked himhe replied with..that's sweet. also, we see life in completely different ways. i know, in my heart, i would never be happy with him. i argued with him about homeless people and what not and he has a totally different point of view than i do. i mean, it makes sense, and i totally understand where he's coming from. but it's tiring. and he wouldn't let me watch so you think you can dance so i had to force myself through an episode of some show about new video games.

oh, and he never kissed me goodbye.

i cried on the skytrain ride home today.

because i remembered.

i've had sex with so many men. and yet i've never. ever. been in love.

how is this right?

of course, i always think its going to lead to love. you know, the sex? but it never does. and i should know by now that..it never freakin will.

5:23 p.m. - 2010-06-05

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