warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - oh I'm in a prison of my own making. sometimes I'll make it more comfortable, add some pillows and candles but it's still a prison. sometimes I'll put my hands through the bar and hold yours but there is still very much a divide between you and i. I'm trapped in my fears and my repetitive habits.can't seem to break them despite how smart I think I am. I'm considering calling the doctor and getting him to prescribe me an SSRI or perhaps email the intuitive woman my friend suggested. last weekend I went up to the island to go camping. saw big beautiful luscious , ancient trees that people want to cut down for a bit of green..when all the green is right here giving us actual life (not just products to extract, consume, and waste) but what do I know. I want to feel more in tune. I'd like to figure out what I am passionate about rather than being swayed by what's around me in the moment. how can I be 31 and still not know? 7:06 p.m. - 2021-04-16 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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