warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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lots of emotional breakdowns lately that I'm trying to re-frame as breakthroughs. maybe my thought patterns are changing, or are they becoming more ingrained?
ha. idk.
work has been a life saver. focusing on trying to solve other people's problems rather than mine turns out to be one of my main coping skills.

I went rock climbing for the first time last weekend. I'm going to keep trying that one- nothing more satisfying than doing something that feels so challenging and impossible while you're doing it..and still doing it.

T is away for several weeks at a time. I worry he forgets about me while he's gone, those little insecurities popping in my head when a day goes by and he hasn't messaged me. Note to self: you can message him too.
I've spent way more time in this place than he has and he lived here for 3 years before I moved in... won't be home for long though. I'm working on my application to be a nurse in Australia. That part of my life feels so surreal..

6:36 p.m. - 2021-05-28

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