warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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we talked for an hour today on the phone
he wanted to tell me that just got out of a 5 year relationship and hasn't processed it yet- has been working like a madman at the firm and not taking the time to be alone and feel broken, as one should. Now that one of his big cases are settled, he's realizing he does need to take that time. However, he still wants to try things out with me- without rushing into anything
I don't know, i'm more ready to be in a relationship than he is but i am loving my alone time, my own processing, building my tool box of self care, learning to be a better person by myself
i do like him and i'm enjoying our time, but i suppose there's no rush really
if he's going to be there for the rest of my life, what's the rush
and if he isnt...what's the rush
i'll find someone when i find someone
in the meantime, that someone is me

10:47 p.m. - 2018-06-11

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