warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - Lots of dreadful thoughts and ruminations this week but it seems to have mostly passed as of yesterday afternoon when I decided to just go in and take a test. It’s negative. I feel better. I’m still seeing Mickey. He’s kind and smart and sensitive and yet he doesn’t overwhelm me with excitement - which is sad, because I really want that. I also think he’s using me to not feel alone after his break up, so perhaps there’s a part of me that’s not allowing any genuine excitement. I find more comfort in being alone I guess. Yet to meet someone who feels like home..... 11:46 p.m. - 2018-06-27 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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