warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - I went over to mike's after dinner last night. he's lost weight, he's shaved and had his hair cut. he looks good. and he looks at me so sweetly, like he did during our first few dates and he eats me out like its all he wanted to do this whole week. we talked about weddings, how much we loved em. we talked about juice cleanses and siblings and everything we've been up to. i don't know what to do or where this will be going. i can't promise him that i'll want him forever. i guess i can't promise that to anyone. but i can be honest with him about my feelings now should the opportunity arise. i care about him a lot. might even love him. i'm just afraid of all those scary things we lump in with the word "love" ( commitment, trust, exclusivity etc. ) 1:35 p.m. - 2015-01-09 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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