warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - i cried all last night again and this morning. i left and then balled in her bedroom that smelled of cats and litter and i just felt like shit all over again. anyway, came home and mom cheered me up a whole lot. telling me about how many tears she shed for boys that just weren't worth it. i hope to god i never give all of myself again before i truly trust the person. last night was splendid for the most part. stayed at my brother's for a bit and listened to his best friend's new album. he and his girlfriend were there. i love him, he's so chill and swell. i've had a crush on him since forever and so when i took out the guitar and played him a couple of songs, my main goal was to impress the fuck out of him. i have a feeling it went well. other than that, stephen turned out to be just like everyone else. and for some reason, this is hurting more than even david and robert and everyone before them and since. because i can't help but blame myself 11:22 a.m. - 2010-06-26 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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