warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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skipped class today because we went out last night, to do some karaoke in the poorest neighborhood in town.
it was funny because we spent hours looking for karaoke and then we gave up, and decided to go to some trashy bar instead.
and BAM. it was karaoke night.

i have to say that it was quite the blast. some guy with a massive beard and several tattoos hit on me but he didn't spend much time talking to me at all. it was awesome because i looked disgusting, i thought. no make up, i had my glasses on.etc. and as i was walking home he called out my name and said, "i hope i get to see you again.."

grr.

did i tell you i surrendered? i called stephen like the desperate idiot i am. i was crying all day and all last night, i just needed some sort of peace and answer to all this. so i called.

we conversed about our week and our coming weekend. when he asked if i wanted to hang out on sunday i said .. "yeah, maybe..but i have to go study now. bye"

it felt good to sound indifferent. but the truth is, if he doesn't call again...fuck. i just hope to dear god that i don't ruin myself again.

anyway.
i need a nap.
i forgot to mention! i met a beautiful girl last night. she's a musician and she is a wonderful singer.
we were in theatre together last year! quite funny our paths crossed.

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12:27 p.m. - 2010-06-25

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