warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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there's this girl i know, who is sort of the epitome of perfection. in the 8th grade, we used to hide in the lockers and sing depressing songs from Les Miserables. We auditioned for our first community musical together, and we both made it. And we both undertook the extreme anxiety and outsider feeling together that year.

but look at her now. she's studying to be a music teacher. she's still doing theatre. i stopped after that one year because i thought i didn't really enjoy it. but, god, thinking about it...what a time in my life...

she also has this boyfriend, and they're like, totally weird and charming. they write things on eachother's walls, things like "well Lauren
I do miss the intelligent conversations
and adament predications
we were on the virge
of having another one such dialogue
but the outragious misfortune
of my life
would not permit such frivolous conversation" (those were his spelling mistakes), but still, they're so strange, so, so strange. and maybe its the whole growing up in theatre and being leaders of catholic youth groups, but...i don't know. i envy it all.

perhaps, I'm just tired of not feeling like myself.

2:45 p.m. - 2009-11-08

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