warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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sitting alone in my brother's apartment makes me really, REALLY excited about having one that is COMPLETELY my own.

singing the song "imagine" with all the psychiatric patients today made me really, REALLY excited about a career i am aiming for.


there were two young men there this time. one named alvin, and one named owen. alvin brought his guitar and sang a brad paisley song. he strums the guitar like a god. i hope that whatever is haunting him leaves him be one day. and i hope, somehow, that the music i played today helped. i feel most appreciated when i am there, like for a moment, the demons in their minds disappear.. the demons in my mind disappear. and we sing about the irresistible threat of falling in love and blackbirds singing in the dead of night . god, this is what i need to be doing for the rest of my life.

tomorrow is the first day i start the most intense nursing program in the province. 2 years instead of 4. the average graduate is 26 years old because most of the students entering have already finished some degree, or is a mother of 2 or something. i'm only going to be 21..if i do graduate, that is.
and shit, that excites me.

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i know this is gay because it's country. but fuck you guys..i listen to what i listen to is what i listen to.

YouTube - Brad Paisley - Shes Everything
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9:08 p.m. - 2009-09-07

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