warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - I really would like to break up with him tomorrow but he just got The Office Season 5, which adds a HUGE NEW LAYER OF HARD to the entire situation. also, his kindness and his understanding...its just going to break me to know i'll be breaking such a beautiful and wonderful person. no one i know has loved me as much as he has. there is no denying that. god, i don't know.
pain is a bit more bearable today. i'm hoping to volunteer at st. paul's tonight because its been awhile. i'm pretty sure all the patients are new this time, which might be interesting. oh, and i can't stop thinking about elijah. I know when i have a crush on someone when all i want is to spend the rest of my days talking to that one person and learning every little thing there is to know about them. he just had such a rad smile. ugh. i'm sorry daniel. god, i'm so sorry. 3:15 p.m. - 2009-07-20 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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