warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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ohhhhhh am I Taylor Swift?
Am I fooling myself by saying nah, I don't care for marriage, I don't care for outdated traditions, I don't need government involvement to prove that I am committed .. that you are committed
but then I went to another wedding and thought, wow, this is something. symbols and ritual can be important. they represent something.. a transition from me to we...
then again we can always find our own ritual, one we are both comfortable with? am I just feeling pressured by society to have these things, when its not really something THAT important to me? Is it only now feeling important because all my friends are literally doing it and I want to feel like I belong??

anyhow,
things are moving fast
new jobs
new place
not sure where I'll be in September - could be here or there, but things are moving fast and I'm going to have to make some big choices in the next few months.

8:55 a.m. - 2023-05-31

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