warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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things are stirring in a different direction. I'm taking cold showers every day, practicing yoga, attempting Wim Hof breathing, challenging myself to draw and play piano every day, slowly getting over my fear of driving. I've started a substance use support group at my work. signed up for a protest this Saturday for extinction rebellion. thinking and contemplating about the planet I want to inhabit and fight for. the money making machine and corporate greed often feels like too much of a monster to tackle, but I have to at least try. try not to be blinded by my own petty issues. buying too many things on amazon to fill the empty space inside. instead, lets look to improve myself, the people around me, and..the planet itself.

he's away for another 3 weeks- filming bears, whales, wolves...what's left of our wildlife. I am so proud of him but I miss him terribly. the days are busy and full but I crave desperately to be held by him each night- venting and making jokes. arguing with him about the social movements of our time. love love loving him. yesterday he said "ohh babe, you're such a trooper, everyone else gets to give up when things are hard but you just keep going xx"

just keep going

11:07 a.m. - 2021-03-26

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