warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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we float through our days, some feel more solid than others.
sometimes we both get a lot of work done, we do our usual workout at the park, we practice guitar, we make a delicious dinner, we have a deep conversation. other days we feel mixed up, sad and irritable, wondering if this whole quarantine is worth it, how so many people are going to suffer mentally, economically and even physically without being actually touched by the virus. that either way people are going to die.
we talk selfishly about how much we'll miss the fireworks, the PNE, the random street festivals, the house parties, the nights out at the pub..how unfair everything all is. we seem to ride the waves of dissatisfaction and pleasure together. how strangely in sync we are with the weather, and most of all, each other. i realize now how much love is not so much just a feeling- although the feeling is as strong as ever- but a choice, every single day, to commit- to be respectful, kind, and supportive of the person you have chosen. even when they might be irritable and not in the mood. even when i'm irritable and not in the mood. there is love in all of it.

6:39 p.m. - 2020-04-30

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