warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Vulnerability I miss him a lot, but sometimes when I have too much time to think I wonder whether what we have is true love or just built up romance thats addicting and thrilling. We spend so much time apart that a big portion of it is the longing and the missing each other. They say love grows into a comfortable attachment, that I should feel clearly at ease with the person I’m most intimate with but I’m not yet there with him. I know it has everything to do with my insecurity and little to do with the kind of person he is, but sometimes I find myself biting my tongue worried that the next thing I’ll saw will sounds stupid or lame. I want him to think I’m the most amazing person in the world and it’s preventing me from letting my guard down, from being vulnerable out of fear I’ll sound needy. I wish I was more mature. His ex seems so much more sure about herself based on how she portrays herself on social media (which obviously should be taken with a grain of salt) but it makes me wonder how he could go from someone like her to someone who lacks some basic self confidence. 2:17 p.m. - 2019-08-20 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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