warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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I have an unhealthy obsession towards her (his ex). Most recently she posted a poem on Instagram that was clearly about him it made my stomach churn. I even came across a photo from 2017 that T posted in which he stated he loved her more than ever. I’m caught up with feeling of curiousity and intimidation, so afraid I’m his second choice. She comes across as so creative and intelligent on social media every time there’s a lull in our conversation I wonder if hes thinking about her. It’s crazy.
I’m crazy. We are going to the hot springs next week. He tells me he misses me and that he wants to be with me.

At the same time - if they were to get back together I think a part of me know I’ll be okay. That life is full of heart break and disappointment and sometimes people end up where they are supposed to at the end of the day. It doesn’t take away from the reality of falling in love with him though.

5:16 p.m. - 2019-03-25

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