warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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He’s working on it, I’m sure.
I keep justifying why I won’t break up with him already because I do see him getting better. He wants to come to a meditation class with me. I don’t expect him to change over night or even change period, for the sake of my happiness but sometimes i want him to. I hate how I make more money than him and still do most of the housework. This will bottle up inside of me and evolve into heated and painful resentment. I keep fantasizing about children and a big home. Will he be just as pissed to wake up early in the morning as he is now just to deal with the dreams I have.
I don’t know. Sometimes I miss being lonely and waiting for something.
It’s hard to work on what you already have.

3:24 p.m. - 2017-11-12

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