warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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Another day

The journalist stopped responding to my texts, in that sort of ghosting i'm just not into you fashion. his last message was "looking forward to hearing about your meditation retreat :)"
how nice. i forgot about it but today i saw him down the street and walked briskly past him with my head down, saw him staring, and felt really sad when he just kept walking.
were this to have happened 2 years ago i would have probably had a nervous heart broken break down, because that's what i tend to do when it comes to dating. but i managed to get through and over this with relative ease, even though i felt a pretty darn good connection with the guy.

in other news, life has been crazy hectic. i joined a research project, am taking an online course, working full time, and applied to attend some workshops on schizophrenia and its treatment. work leaves me exhausted physically and emotionally. working with the waves of random chaos has been so beautifully rewarding and heartbreaking...

i'm feeling relatively calm despite it all. one of my good friends is back from Ottawa and she's the kind of girl who's going to encourage me to get up and out and go outside and enjoy some of what this fuckin beautiful ass province has to offer.

7:02 p.m. - 2016-04-26

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