warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - my mind isn't as full, which is a nice change. I mean yesterday i dwelled in a bit of paranoia over a canker sore, but otherwise its been okay. fantasized about auditioning for the bachelor and being an actual smart contestant and attempting to have real conversations with the guy other than constantly talk about "how much chemistry we have" when we don't even know each other's stance is on gay marriage. like seriously. have a real conversation ladies. last night i helped close the bar with james. he played soft and sexy music at 2 am as i wiped down the pool table and it felt so movie like and wonderful. i'm not as in love with him anymore. not in the way i was 4 years ago, but we still have a tug at each other's hearts that's hard to ignore. or maybe it was all that wine and the bachelor i watched that made me want to head over...
2:09 p.m. - 2015-06-05 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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