warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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I feel like i'm screwing him over
treating him the way that other guy treated me!
damn.
they say lessons in your life will repeat until you learn from it, which is probably why people seem to go through the same shit all the time
anyway

i'm trying to learn from my OCD. i'm thinking that this experience is what is going to help me be a better, more empathetic counsellor in the future.
but its hard i tell you
but i guess nobody promised this life would be easy
simple, yes
but not easy

yesterday was my first day back at the psych ward i started on.
was thrilling and it felt like home.
i had a patient in the seclusion room who needed a take down as i had to give him an injection in the butt. i tried to tell him everything was going to be fine, he just needed to breathe.
the worst thing about seclusion is that the longer you're in there the more aggressive you can become meaning the less likelihood you'll be getting out....
i love my job, don't get me wrong.
but sometimes its a bit much

9:56 a.m. - 2015-05-06

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