warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - sometimes the energy at my work is too much. people crying. people paranoid. people pissed. its an energy that mixes up so messily with mine, no wonder i'm constantly feeling neurotic and worried. i spend my nights worrying whether or not i assessed my patient enough. will they commit suicide on this one? on my watch? today the nurses said i handled this "crisis" beautifully today, even though i felt like everything i said came out of my ass and wrong. maybe i'm okay and better than i give myself credit for. anyway. sometimes i fantasize about becoming a teacher or a group counsellor or something that might possibly be a little less draining. at the end of the day though, i will always have to confront people. and i think that's where i find the most trouble 8:59 p.m. - 2015-04-04 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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