warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - Tonight I head to Bali. negative, obsessive thoughts about work fill my mind here and there, but I hope I can find the strength to choose not to think about those things during this vacation. I'll be spending some time at a silent retreat, meditating, reading, yoga-ing. all that goo goo shit. I'm scared my mind might go crazy here. That in the silence, my mind will be yelling out for some sort of relief. some sort of real distraction. a conversation, a tv show, something..But there will be very little of that and its time i learn how to accept and face my mind. my fears. Super excited though. My heart feels like it does before i step into a roller coaster ride or when a cute boy leans in for a kiss. so, that's a pretty good feeling. Speaking of which, i visited the soho last night to see James. Didn't go home with him, but i made sure my fingers caressed his hair in a way that would not allow him to forget me while i'm gone. hahaha. See you later :) 7:33 p.m. - 2014-11-07 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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