warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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you can't lose what you cling on to

i feel insane sometimes, to think i'm not creative or artistic enough for you. that i can't engage in the conversations i think you desperately want.
part of me is terrified you'll be ending things soon, but most of me knows i'm courageous enough to keep on this because i find you interesting, fascinating, intelligent and all of that kind amazing human traits that you cultivate so well in your life. i don't want to be attached to you. i don't want to be with you just because i'm lonely. i want to be with you because i find you interesting and i want to appreciate every moment i get to have with you.

so that on the day you walk out the door i can smile and sigh and tell you whole heartedly, "thanks for stopping by."

xox

4:25 p.m. - 2014-05-31

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