warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - moments, fleeting moments of bliss. they are increasing slowly, those moments where i truly feel at one. we are all made of bones and blood and marrow and cells and energy that move together. these anxious thoughts are nothing but a way to keep myself separated from everyone. its all about me, my universe, me , me, me. but the moment i remember that i am not alone in this, that we are all running towards the same something and nothing. peace. peace all around. #hippie this new boy, mike, called me at midnight last night and we talked for an hour. he's so passionate and excited about his various projects, he's like a kid rampant with curiosity and imagination. its refreshing and beautiful. he told me how an oscilloscope worked and how he wants to use one to software some programs. sometimes i'm afraid (again the egoic mind) that i'm not smart or creative enough for him, but he gets me in a way so few people have. he listens and sometimes i get nervous and my words escape me but whenever he's around, i feel immense comfort. one time he said i was glowing, and it was funny, because in that moment my heart felt so open after this big mediation class i did before we hung out. man, he just sees it. 10:55 a.m. - 2014-05-09 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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