warpednormal's Diaryland
Diary
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its funny, part of me wants to revel in the sadness of it all, the rejection, the pain, etc. but most of me knows what i must do with a head held high and the realization that a new day comes, a new hour, a new moment to live in without worry to breathe in and breathe out. all we have is this moment. this ungraspable moment is all we have. everything else is an illusion I've been living in a fantasy world for too long. my brain constantly locked in the future or the past or hopes and dreams and irrational ruminations. when really everything that is, is right in front of me. all i have to do is see it. i got some goals: 1. Meditate every day 2. Keep in better touch with my parents 3. Work on not caring so deeply about what people think of me at work, progress there at my own pace yeah. breaks ups are good
2:20 p.m. - 2014-04-06
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