warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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my girlfriends are my soul mates.
and yeah, that sounds all sex and the city like and girl power blah blah. but yes, they are the ladies i can truly bear my soul to, in ways i have never done with a man.
crying in bars about how we want or don't want children, how we want to save africa, how tim is wonderful but is not the man i'm going to marry and am i wasting my time? and i'm so in love with nick but the thought of living a 9 to 5 kills my soul, and i broke up with james a month ago and i still feel empty, perhaps i only miss having a boyfriend and not him...

you know stuff like that. our hearts on our sleeves almost constantly. our shoulders heavy with our own and each other's burdens. they are everything, and i am so in love with each of them..
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tim and i are finding a routine thats comfortable. we smoke some weed, eat some dinner, watch a movie, and make love. sometimes he picks up my drunk ass from the bar. and sometimes i let his drunk ass in my bed on a thursday night. i can't tell him everything, because i'm afraid he wouldn't understand, but i'm slowly starting to realize that maybe he would. maybe i just don't trust myself enough around him.

he has nothing to hide. and i have so much

11:23 a.m. - 2014-03-17

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