warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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things are in a word, okay. i mean shit might not feel good, but its okay. maybe as soon as i realize that no matter what the fuck happens, i can choose to be okay, then maybe i'll be okay.

i let james kiss me. only because we had a long beautiful conversation about everything i discovered in the last couple of months. and perhaps it was my ego talking. perhaps it was me simply wanting him to see how GROWN AND STRONG i've become. fitting myself in this shell of an image.

tim is lovely. i dont' want to ruin what we have. he makes me pancakes and farts in the kitchen and we laugh and laugh and laugh. sometimes i'm afraid we aren't connecting on a much deeper level and that's going to ruin us. but perhaps i just need to enjoy who he is rather than who i want him to be. isn't that how it should work anyway? with anybody? instead of trying to fit them into a certain image, why not enjoy them for who they are. instead of hoping they fulfill some part of you , why not love every weird quirky boring stupid fascinating beautiful thing about them.
i guess that begins by loving every weird shitty thing about yourself too. and letting that shine

12:54 p.m. - 2014-01-27

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