warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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looks like i have a choice
i can focus on all the things about him that make me cringe. like his lack of compassion for people who don't understand how menus work. the way he can be a little too sarcastic a little too mean sometimes.
or i can focus on the things that make me so happy. the way he rubs my back as i cough all night and keep him awake. the way he can intellectually grasp and contribute to my weird assertions about words and the way the world works. the way he looks at me with his whole heart. the way he laughs. the way he holds my hand. the way he back tracks when he mentions the word love because maybe we've only been seeing each other for 3 weeks.

we have choices. i can make plans about our future or i can simply choose to let it go and get lost in him in every moment i get to have with him.

the latter may be a bit more difficult, but why not give it a shot.

11:26 a.m. - 2014-01-21

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