warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - i read something about how if we were to look at our atoms as close as was possible we would find only space there, like these quantum packets of energy. that the space between the nucleus and the electron is so vast, that in the end we are all energies intermingling with one another but our brains attempt to make sense of things by separating things into objects or events that give it meaning. that this endless stream of chatter in our brains is our way of making sense of the world. i don't know where i'm going with this, but that concept is getting to me. like everything we see is not really what's there. 2 weeks before i left for nepal i had a conversation with my aunt about these sort of metaphysical/spiritual/blah blah blah stuff and she told me her story about how she met and followed her guru and how if i were to truly desire one in this world, this spiritual guide would find me. one week later, the day before i leave for Nepal, i'm talking to kajra about similar things, and she randomly mentions how i should come with her to Trinidad to meet her Guru. he has an ashram there and she feels like its something i would take a lot out of. the last weekend i'm in nepal i end up in this random meditation class in a hostel about 20 minutes from mine. its located in the crazy busy streets of thamel lined with tourists, motorcycles, taxies, and rickshaws begging for your attention. i walk in and we find out that our meditation teacher is stuck in traffic so instead i meet these three women from around the world. one is from spain and has lived in the Philippines for close to two years. another woman is from Chicago, although is originally from Romania. We ask her why she's come here and she tells us its for one reason, and one reason only. its to see this guru, who's only in Nepal for one weekend. the last weekend i'm there. my skin tingles, something in the name of this guru rings familiar. its the one Kajra mentioned. she goes on to tell her entire life story, how he changed her life, how she's learning that "she is not her body" that she is more. that she is an energy full of extreme and vast potential. i don't know. i don't think this could possibly be just coincidence or chance. how all these things aligned in such a way to make this experience possible. 10:42 p.m. - 2013-11-03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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