warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - 10 days from now i'll be embarking on a trip i thought was so far away from me. of course, i knew it was going to happen, i bought the ticket, bought insurance, did the research. and yet it always felt so distant. as distant as the place itself. all i can do is open my heart. i' weary of the amount of travelling i'm going to have to get there, but as long as i keep this damn heart open, it will be worth it. i want to taste, feel, see, touch everything i can in those weeks. i want to feel homesick and angry at the state of the world. i want to feel inspired and enlightened and changed. you know what's wonderful? i feel so open. i'm home, but i feel so much more open to life, and its that feeling i'm going to take with me to Nepal. its that consciousness and awareness thats going to make all my experiences, near or far so much more full. . last few months of being 23, and i'm off. 5:20 p.m. - 2013-09-23 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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