warpednormal's Diaryland
Diary
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right, so there comes a time in a person's life where they only viable option for living out the day is watching re-runs of buffy the vampire slayer and eating junk food and wishing for love i started Lolita and the writing is really good but its also super perverted and i don't know Squamish music festival was as lonely as i thought it would be. even though i meditated that the weekend would allow me to feel more connected with people. Helling went off with a guy the entire weekend so i spent every night alone in a 6 person tent. i made out with a guy i didn't want to, dehydrated and on drugs. i really thought i overdosed. it was scary. not sure where i was going. i think when mackelmore played "same love" i cried. it was so sterotypically perfect. i keep comparing myself to other people. like why am i single. why am i not as funny. why can't i keep a conversation with human beings. why do i prefer most of my time alone. i don't know. i should probably pick up a shift tonight.
10:39 a.m. - 2013-08-13
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