warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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i have no idea
i rap battled a cute guy and now he texts me every 10 minutes and all i want to do is crawl into bed and eat pizza all alone
and like, i should get out there, hang out with my friends but after 4 12 hour shifts in a row, basically interacting with those diagnosed with some sort of mental illness all day every day..i just kind of want to...be here
alone
still meditating

i'm not sure if its made a huge difference in my life but i'm definitely breathing through things more, which is something. my feeling are still my feelings and are as present and persistent as ever, but i can observe and watch them float through a different level of consciousness now. which is interesting

anyway i'm tired and i feel a cold coming on and its not nice

9:28 p.m. - 2013-07-14

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