warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- finding god there's all these odd little moments in my life that are pointing me towards God. but i guess i do believe in the God that is love? oh dear, that sounds awfully lame. i'm learning how to meditate, i'm learning how to pray, i'm learning how to see things as metaphors and symbols, i'm learning to see that the world has a bit of poetry in it i begged the lord above to not show me if mickey has a new girlfriend and lo and behold i check his page for the first time in weeks and theres this gorgeous girl constantly posting there. and i was like, seriously? is this funny to you? and then something said..YOU looked, you searched for this, maybe YOU are simply looking for something to be pained about. how about instead of brooding over facebook and his new lady, why don't you go out and enjoy whatever is left of the day. stop isolating yourself, be present, listen to your friends. and for once in your life, let yourself be happy. because i love you, i love you so goddamn much it hurts. 1:18 p.m. - 2013-07-05 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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