warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - right. so i'm a restaurant owner that expects people to stay just because i make them a good meal. which basically hit the mark. i know most people in my life are just passing through, they teach the lesson they need to, and then they leave when they need to. its a part of growing up and putting ourselves out there. my homework this week is to "look at the bright side" (she's a European lady with a thick accent and asks crazy questions but i find most of my mentors are crazy European ladies with thick accents). to see my loss as more of a gain. that it frees me up to find someone with the same level of commitment. its corny as shit but it does make me feel better. every morning i have flashbacks of our dates and im trying now to take it as "we had a beautiful time with beautiful moments but he wasn't what i was truly looking for" i met a boy named james yesterday. he went to karaoke with me and had his arm around me the whole time. im going to use all the power and tools i have gathered in these last two years to view this and take this as healthily as possible. to not get ahead of myself and for once pursue my own life before i pursue having a life with someone else. 1:06 p.m. - 2013-06-18 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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