warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - it was adorable, all our families in that beautiful big airport seeing our little children off. my brother went off to his first trip on his own with two of his good friends, and i've never really felt so proud for him. i hope to god he meets people, people that excite and maybe enlighten him. i hope shit goes wrong but not too wrong that he's not able to figure and navigate himself out of it, like he always does. he's so intelligent it scares me sometimes. he's been hurt, he's felt things but sometimes its hard to tell. under jokes and his obsession with fitness, sometimes i forget that yes, he's going to suffer, he has suffered, and i can't stop those things from happening. now he's in europe and shit's definitely going to go down, and its weird that i find it weird that i won't be a part of that. i don't mention it ever but we spend so many hours of our day together. working out, watching movies, he's seen me cry over countless boys. and he's always that one steady thing that matters. anyway i had my first therapy session today.
4:39 p.m. - 2013-06-17 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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