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i have become lost
her name is kelly and i am completely lost in her story
needless to say, she also has dreads. i think we've only met a total of 3 times, one being at our first aid training and i was lucky enough to be paired with her because she was the only one i knew and i was the only one she knew from that one other time
her statues are long but not pretentious and i've become completely lost in her blog detaling the year she spent travelling south east asia. i have become irrevocably mesmerized and i don't think i've felt this completely lost in someone else's writing in awhile.

all i dream about now is having my own, having something like that to write about. the sorrows the tears the redemption the triumphs the fear the everything that comes from leaving what you know so well for something so foreign, so shatteringly different from anything you've ever known.

i've made a vow to myself. i'm going to Nepal in October, but I have a feeling that won't be enough.
When I turn 24 I'm going to save enough money to get out of here for at least 6 months
consider it written
i don't know where. i don't know what it could bring me or who but it has to happen

i don't think this is a spur of the moment, kind of silly pipe dream, quick fix solution to this low and dreadful feeling that i've become accustomed to. this is years upon years of something trembling inside me. something urging to blast out and inflame my entire being

i must get out

2:26 a.m. - 2013-06-13

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