warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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its kind of crazy how disillusioned we all are . walking aimlessly through life without any real concept of how we are actually perceived by others

i guess its a good thing sometimes. the whole, fake it till you make it type thing. like if i imagine myself to be extremely ambitious and smart, then i might actually turn in to someone that is

maybe that's how it works

oh, who knows

a patient almost threw his foot rest at me, and i dealt with the whole thing not too well. then i had all these doubts about how maybe i'm not cut out for this psych nursing thing. i got so consumed with how everyone was looking at me for an answer, "its your call, alex" they kept saying almost condescendingly as though if something went terribly wrong it would have been most definitely my fault

my coworker mentioned an opening up north. i mean, you get paid a hundred grand for working in some secluded cold depressing rural type area with a deep need for mental health...

and my world shuddered as the thought of going began to form into a possibility

5:45 p.m. - 2013-03-03

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