warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - you know, when i lost my virginity to some guy i don't remember the name of, i found myself quickly getting into these sexual relationships with guys i simply wasn't interested in. but simply because they were there and they liked me and they liked my body. i was lucky to fall in love a couple times in the process but i never really knew who or what i was loving. J put me on a pedestal that i suffered to fulfill every single time we hung out. and that was fuckin draining i talked to fraser on the phone for a whole hour last night about so many things.. he calls me wise even though my words never completely match with what my brain challenges me to express? or whatever. he thinks i'm smart and sexy and funny and we haven't even had sex yet. he makes me feel like how i should have felt when i fell in love for the first time 10:47 p.m. - 2013-01-18 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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