warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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i'm 21 years old and i'm spending saturday night alone. in bed. 3 12 hour day shifts in a row, i'm zonked. and i got another night shift tomorrow.

james is going to the doctor as well, i hope it turns out okay but i'm 100% sure it is what it is.
i can't believe how understanding he still is
i can't believe he still calls me an angel when i've hurt him this much

i'm so scared i'm losing him
i'm so scared the more i fall for him the further he'll get up and realize i was never really worth it in the first place

11:14 p.m. - 2011-07-16

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