warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - i hated that i had to go home early because i love work, and i love the learning that's happening (way more than it was during school), but i think i'm up for it tonight. i told the educator that i might have had the mumps, which was my own paranoia, so i'll have to send him another email telling him all is well! haha. gah. also had to skip out on the mdma last night, which at first made me sad. but then i realized that sometimes i feel that i force myself into these things as some kind of way to prove to myself that i'm one of them. that by going out with them EVERY time means i won't miss a thing and they'll always be my friends. but i received one gorgeous message from aly and i realized i don't always have to go out to be loved.
12:21 p.m. - 2011-06-26 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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