warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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alcohol is a terrible thing
or maybe it was just me, who i am
but i was so irritated with you last night
you were drunk and telling me i couldn't handle you, you were climbing poles and getting trouble with the cops.
you're fuckin what, 40 years old?
wasn't it your maturity that drew me to you?
anyway.the canucks did win though !!!!!!!

i was a bit upset last night because i missed a great band because rob left without me and i started to take it all personally when i shouldn't have, hope he doesn't think i'm trying to take his friends and all...i just REALLY wanted to see dead end job. boo. took a walk with jen instead and it turned out to be exactly everything i needed. you know, when you meet a person who you just KNOW was put on this earth to meet you. like everything they say has been completely ripped out of your own brain and life experiences..how she talked about that longing for connection through stranger's random gazes..i don't know i just...knew. anyway

i spent the day at the library reading colourful books about loving myself and being creative and learning how to paint and i felt a whole lot better.
the human resources manager, who happens to also be a lady whose husband's funeral i sang in ( i know...) called me and told me she's been trying to get ahold of my preceptor for the reference but nothing has come through. this is shitty because orientation is on monday, and if i don't get this thing through i might not be able to go! ugh.

i'll give them all a call tomorrow.

11:30 p.m. - 2011-06-02

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