warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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i've never had a REALationship
i have never in my life gotten to a point where i can actually be truthful to a guy, where i can let go of the dumb filter created by own lack of confidence and self esteem and just talk freely like i can with my girlfriends..
i am constantly paralyzed when it comes to honesty. have i really not grown? why am i still so goddamn uncomfortable around men..
i have a great father


and i'm wonderful initially.. i'm physical and flirty and funny,
but ask me to tell you the truth about who i am and something inside of me tapes my mouth and heart shut


10:07 p.m. - 2011-04-20

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