warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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just got home.

these shifts are disorienting, at times.
but each day i get better, more organized,more understanding of how shit goes down.
i enjoy the patients more than the nurses though, i'll admit.
i want to work somewhere with more group therapy and one on one kind of stuff. i want to work in a place where nurses don't talk about patients degradingly, no matter how annoying they can get ( i'm beginning to believe this is impossible)
i feel like i am becoming more and more fascinated with depression, its almost the most interesting of the disorders, for me.
anyway.
holy.
i need to sleep.

went to another rugby event last night? things are still awkward between myself and you know who. but i am polite as can be, and so is he. (he takes photos of me and doesn't post them, iee, wtf who cares) .also, it was his girlfriend's birthday so i asked the band to dedicate the next song to her (jesse's girl..nonetheless..for fuck's sake)
and that silly girl was going after my boy, elijah :( so desperately and so obviously, i was so upset. i mean, this girl has a boyfriend! i know i've ruined whatever chance I had with him ( i'm thinking...the having sex with his good friend..) but STILL.

bam

bed time

7:42 a.m. - 2011-03-07

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