warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- lame. i know i am so anxious about tomorrow night. i don't know. i'm afraid she'll deem me incompetent almost immediately, and the rest of the practicum will be absolute shit because i'll believe that about myself too. i believe that about myself enough already. i don't feel like i deserve to be in this program. i feel like its a fluke that i've made it this far. i feel ...as much as i know i'm not...like a failure.like a goddamn fuckin failure who hasn't learned shit.
i just wish i was too 9:37 p.m. - 2011-02-25 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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