warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - i watched inception last night with nuca's vaporizer and it made more sense. i'm glad nuca was in one of her "good" moods, although i've never seen her otherwise. her anxious depression, psych ward mood. isn't that awful? that i'm afraid to see it, even though i'm working at a psych ward. i don't want to see this part of my childhood friend manifest because i don't know i'll know what to do. because i'll be expected to know. and its just frightening. i want to be there with her though, so much. ugh. it was fun. i've been exercising every day but ruining it with the massive amount of food i eat now. because i keep getting high. fuck, really. 7 double oreos last night? REALLY. fuck i hate it. i refuse to hate myself because i know i can change. i've been more obsessed with calories lately, but that's another story. 12:01 p.m. - 2011-02-19 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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