warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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i don't particularly enjoy feeling this..plain. or ugly.
you know.
hobbit is with a new girl
virgin boy is after a new girl
and i'm left . done. ugly. alone
goddamn.

i know that i have some awesome left in me, i just can't seem to find any of it.
why can't someone find me irresistible for once.
i feel like turd really, i do.

even the american boy i danced and kissed tonight did not bother to ask for any sort of future contact.
what does it matter
shit like this should not matter

but it does because of my unbearable low selfesteem
GOD . why can't girls just love themselves? what's with all this hatred?
why do i have to be just another girl who thinks she's too fat and too ugly for a boy to love her

BLAH really.

3:04 a.m. - 2011-01-30

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