warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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it wasn't a good night.
which is disheartening because i guess, i was looking forward to it all week
i hate clinical so much the only way i can survive it is to think about the drinking and the boys that will come on the weekend.
but i had all of that tonight and i was still depressed
still hurt about cait
still hurt about even millin who i never even had a real interest in. but as soon as he asked helling if she and yoshi could come over, and not me..i was still hurt.
this insecurity is eating at me. that even people i don't care for affect me so much. i don't understand. my god its so dumb.

i just want to be loved so bad

2:16 a.m. - 2011-01-23

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